I am finally back in Singapore.I missed my parents really much.Who won't?
On the Cathay plane,I watched old movies,which i think that it is not a good sign of great systems or updates that satisfy the customer's wants and needs.The fried chicken noodle was not a great attempt to filled my stomach.
Today,a bunch of my cousin's friends came to our house and played mahjong and other board games.Noise is unavoidable and of course I am not playing with them.
Since I only travel back to Hong Kong on the long holidays,it will really be long time from now till the next trip.I am looking forward to it.Since i cannot rewind or stop time,I might as well move ahead since remorse provides no help but waste precious time.
Excel in things I want to excel in.This is my new year aim.I dont need the best but being better than before is good enough.I shall exceed my limits.Lets let go of our past to continue with our future.I will make my own future,since decisions are made only by ourselves.My parents dont make desicions for me but instead to guide me to the right path,a prefered path through life.
This is a process.
Friday, December 31, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Its eyes stared mercilessly at my body.....and it streched out its hands at me....
It was a really long time since my last post.I felt really sorry for myself,thinking that I promised myself that I will spill out my thoughts once in a while:)
Today was really my own sports day.
Since my cousin's flat was under repair and that electricity is unavailable,we cannot play with his xbox console but to move to our second option,sports.We started off with basketball,then soccer and finally table tennis after lunch.It was 5 when we finally stop with it and play with the console as the electricity is back.
The 59 days i spent back my home was really faster then a blick.Fifty-nine days of twenty-four hours seems like a passing wind,blown and gone.It really hurts to know that i am leaving two days from now.If I were to have three wishes,one of them will be staying at home forever.
No wonder my dad taught to live happily in every moment of my life.Once the one second is gone,the other starts to fade.He once told me that happy moments past faster then unhappy ones.I strongly agree.
Time past so fast that I realised how old my parents became.My once plump and short mom changed to a thin and wricklefull women.And my dad represented so much like a panda.I wish i have much more time to accompany them.I also regret the money I spent to purchase stuff that only one enjoys,but many other people.I hated myself for the urge to buy them at that particular instant.These were money parents worked hard for,saved,and restrained the urge to spent.What a wasted.
Although one can say that what is done is done,i still regret them,for the done things cannot be changed but to learn to change in the future instead.
Today was really my own sports day.
Since my cousin's flat was under repair and that electricity is unavailable,we cannot play with his xbox console but to move to our second option,sports.We started off with basketball,then soccer and finally table tennis after lunch.It was 5 when we finally stop with it and play with the console as the electricity is back.
The 59 days i spent back my home was really faster then a blick.Fifty-nine days of twenty-four hours seems like a passing wind,blown and gone.It really hurts to know that i am leaving two days from now.If I were to have three wishes,one of them will be staying at home forever.
No wonder my dad taught to live happily in every moment of my life.Once the one second is gone,the other starts to fade.He once told me that happy moments past faster then unhappy ones.I strongly agree.
Time past so fast that I realised how old my parents became.My once plump and short mom changed to a thin and wricklefull women.And my dad represented so much like a panda.I wish i have much more time to accompany them.I also regret the money I spent to purchase stuff that only one enjoys,but many other people.I hated myself for the urge to buy them at that particular instant.These were money parents worked hard for,saved,and restrained the urge to spent.What a wasted.
Although one can say that what is done is done,i still regret them,for the done things cannot be changed but to learn to change in the future instead.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
"Hey..where have you been?MISS ME?"
Today my family and I went to window shop for sports shoe.Well since it is window shopping we did not buy any shoes but bought 2 football jursey for me and my brother.
Recently I started watching a Japanese sports anime.It is does not only consist of sports but also comedy.First,the sport was started by 3 people since secondary school.One of them is a devil that has a devil's handbook to collect info of people that he wants to threaten.But he is not the main character but he is really scary.
Anyway,after the main character came,they slowly gathered more campanions and start to train,play,win and lose.
As a team.
Actually the main character was actually a coward that dare not stand for himself but listen to bullies,helping them run errands.The reason is not only because of his phisical weakness but also of his believe,which is "If iI listen to their orders,they will not do anything to me"But he slowly learned to overcome that thought both physically and mentally.
By himself.
In this anime,I learnt to,as a captain ,to lead my team.With a cool head and seriousness.I also learnt to play my sport with spirit. It does not matter if you are physically weak,but there will always be something to excel in.
Recently I started watching a Japanese sports anime.It is does not only consist of sports but also comedy.First,the sport was started by 3 people since secondary school.One of them is a devil that has a devil's handbook to collect info of people that he wants to threaten.But he is not the main character but he is really scary.
Anyway,after the main character came,they slowly gathered more campanions and start to train,play,win and lose.
As a team.
Actually the main character was actually a coward that dare not stand for himself but listen to bullies,helping them run errands.The reason is not only because of his phisical weakness but also of his believe,which is "If iI listen to their orders,they will not do anything to me"But he slowly learned to overcome that thought both physically and mentally.
By himself.
In this anime,I learnt to,as a captain ,to lead my team.With a cool head and seriousness.I also learnt to play my sport with spirit. It does not matter if you are physically weak,but there will always be something to excel in.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
A figure outlined itself from the darkness....it is not welcoming...but instead...FEAR
Today,was quite a tiring day.
First,my family and I took bus to my grandparents' grave.We cleaned,put flowers,and "decorated"it with small,plastic food.We were giggling when we placed those decorations as it was the first time we were doing it ever since we saw some people doing it.
Then,we went to the streets to stroll.When I was strolling,I suddenly appreciate the beauty of the overcrowding streets,shouting vendors,and some poor workers giving out fliers.Are they the factors of friendly and close people of Hong Kong?
And finally,TO THE MOVIES!We watched "Bruce Lee my brother".It is a film of Bruce Lee's life story told by his living smaller brother and an older sister.It reminds my parents of past Hong Kong with those houses with hanging clothes and bikers with straw hats.
This film,or rather Bruce Lee taught me to be persistent with your dreams,respect friends and people regardless of age,and also knowing to give in to people,or rather a sacrifice.
Funny that small things like movies and even strolling on streets can allow humans to understand and appreciate the environment around them.Maybe it is some ways to allow man to learn.
First,my family and I took bus to my grandparents' grave.We cleaned,put flowers,and "decorated"it with small,plastic food.We were giggling when we placed those decorations as it was the first time we were doing it ever since we saw some people doing it.
Then,we went to the streets to stroll.When I was strolling,I suddenly appreciate the beauty of the overcrowding streets,shouting vendors,and some poor workers giving out fliers.Are they the factors of friendly and close people of Hong Kong?
And finally,TO THE MOVIES!We watched "Bruce Lee my brother".It is a film of Bruce Lee's life story told by his living smaller brother and an older sister.It reminds my parents of past Hong Kong with those houses with hanging clothes and bikers with straw hats.
This film,or rather Bruce Lee taught me to be persistent with your dreams,respect friends and people regardless of age,and also knowing to give in to people,or rather a sacrifice.
Funny that small things like movies and even strolling on streets can allow humans to understand and appreciate the environment around them.Maybe it is some ways to allow man to learn.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Plunged into darkness....sucked into the cold air....DESPAIR....
Wooooo!Didnt blog for quite some time.
Today i accompanied my grandmother to the hospital for checkup for her diabetes.I saw her testing for her blood and other stuffs.
I am starting to worry about my softball.i am afraid that i may not be up to standard and coach will kill me....(again)I really want to acheive something this year.I realised that all the mistakes I made were due to nervousness and not being decisive.Decisive as in not confident enough to hit the ball.There was always this question in my head when i was batting when the ball come.Should I hit it?What if I miss?If i miss,coach will kill me and if I am struck out i am even more dead.Sometimes i am rather stress at being one of the "best".Because coach tend to give more hope or rather pressure to me.If i fail,his unhappiness will be even more than the unhappiness he felt for some players.
But after thinking in greater depth,i felt that my past thoughts were useless,or rather meaningless.Because since these things does not aid me towards success,I should forget about them and start to correct them rather than remorse.
And i changed my mattress to spongbob:)Very nice!
Death Was Impatient
Today i accompanied my grandmother to the hospital for checkup for her diabetes.I saw her testing for her blood and other stuffs.
I am starting to worry about my softball.i am afraid that i may not be up to standard and coach will kill me....(again)I really want to acheive something this year.I realised that all the mistakes I made were due to nervousness and not being decisive.Decisive as in not confident enough to hit the ball.There was always this question in my head when i was batting when the ball come.Should I hit it?What if I miss?If i miss,coach will kill me and if I am struck out i am even more dead.Sometimes i am rather stress at being one of the "best".Because coach tend to give more hope or rather pressure to me.If i fail,his unhappiness will be even more than the unhappiness he felt for some players.
But after thinking in greater depth,i felt that my past thoughts were useless,or rather meaningless.Because since these things does not aid me towards success,I should forget about them and start to correct them rather than remorse.
And i changed my mattress to spongbob:)Very nice!
Death Was Impatient
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