Who am I

A loser that don't deserve ; A coward that always hide ; This is where you will find the worst of mankind.

Monday, January 24, 2011

I saw me head down,staring on the floor...Well,FORGIVNESS is expensive...

Today is the show down.
Fun was found.Team spirit joined.Then determination comes in.But fair play was defiance.It was clear that the umpire(judge,refree)dislike us.What a disgusting lost.But today I was proud with myself.With the team.I did my job.My team did too.My team concentrated and played their hearts out.So did I.I know that I made mistakes.Everybody does.We will correct it of course.
Wednesday is against ACS(I).I am not gonna give in.I am not scared.I will win.With the team as one.Today we lost together.On Wednesday,WE WILL WIN TOGETHER.


All the best fish burger!I may have failed but you know what?I heard you today and replayed it in my mind.And I did well.Now it is time to place all my wishes on your hands and bring out the spirit.You will have fun and win.Gallantly

Sunday, January 23, 2011

I didnt mean it...It was unintentional....Forgive me....

Today was really great.
I met sebestian at the compasspoint 7-11.We then took LRT to rumbia,which is actually at rivervale mall.Nearby there is a gigantic field with really long grass.I started throwing with sebestian after changing to boots,and found out that he is willing to learn "The Way Of The Catcher".In other words,he wanted to learn to throw as fantastically as eugene.Then senior Danial arrived with a bat but went back home to get his boots. Senior Yong Quan,Nicholas and Junior Ming Jing came together.Finally,senior Tee Hui came.We then worked on the technique called "The Steve Throw"but sadly with Danial,Nicholas, and YongQuan playing basketball which later MingJing joined to.In the end we went to Rivervale mall to have our tea without Danial and Nicholas and went back home.
In this throwing event,I am surprised to find out that Senior Tee Hui actually is really passionate about softball.His attitude today is great.I know that he is deterined to win tommorow.And we will.- --–---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Just now I went to compasspoint alone since all the people in the family is out.I walked there alone,bought my food alone,bought my drinks alone,ate alone,drank alone, and walked back alone.
I loved the silence around.I walked and thought.What is this feeling?Emo?Empty?But it isn't.It is kind of a timeout for myself,from the world,the reality.I walked slowly and observed people faraway,interacting with each other.I felt the wind and looked into the sky.Clouds and also the sunlight which is really nice.It cannot be described in a photo,or by an art piece.The atmospher is truely serene,peaceful and light.
That's what I did.All alone and escaping the reality for a little while.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Sins...wrong doings by myself....no...DONT DO IT!!!

Monday is gonna be a big day.Or should I say the start of the big days.
Competition.
Friday's training brought my moral down.I know it is a bad sign but it happened.I screwed what I was supposed to do.Let my mates down.Let myself down.
But I will not give up.I don't work hard for nothing but one thing.Achieve what I want to achieve.I spent lots of time.Effort.Concentration.It is all for one thing.
I admit that I give up sometimes.But I picked myself up.And my pals too.I failed at times.They did too.They corrected themselves.I did too.
They are determined.So am I.
I will not say that I might win.When you are not deternmined to win,you have already lost.So instead,I say:I WILL win.Because I am
Compassvale's number 16 Wong Kin Loon.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

They are laughing..so happily...but fading...

Today I found a chance to blog so I did.
Well to day we had an assembly about controling emotions.There was a test of how well we can manage our emotions and I happen to be one of those who can manage anger and thinks that anger is a common emotion.Well I was wondering why isn't it a normal emotion as it is why anger is there for.It is not weird.
Everything exist with a purpose and anger's purpose is let one self out completely.
Well I currently have a friend who is having friendship problem.What happen is that she lied to her best friend and the best friend found out about it.It may not be a very serious lie but anyway I talked to both parties.
But i want to talk about the one who did the wrong.She called me and spilled her hearts out,crying as if someone was dead.She told me that she appologised but the other party is still ignoring.She believed that she have done enough and can't accept that the other girl is ignoring her in some way.
The point is,my friend,sometimes or should I say,many times,when one lies,we don't see or judge how serious it is.Instead,it is the one who is lied to because she is the one taking it.It may not seem serious,in any way you describe it,but in her perspective it is serious.To add on unwillingly,you are her best friend.You are her trusted buddy.
And here is what I want to tell you,which I hope that you will understanding that I am not scolding you,but to tell you that you have to think in the other's perspective once in a while.Think like you are the one taking in what you did,and understand her.After that give her time to think if she want to forgive you.I know yu tried your best,but again,it is up to her to decide.Or another way is to give her a reason to forgive you.Not only that you appologise,but show her that you will change.
I want to say that friendship is not about destiny.It is about whether you want it to be sustained or broken.

Monday, January 10, 2011

iam running...somene is chasing me...my parents?

Today is a very special day...it is my birthday!The day that I turn 15.
Of course this is the day that my mother gave out all her strength to bring me here.That is why I want to thank her for giving birth to me to have a chance to learn and understanding things of life,which is also what I am blogging about.Honestly,today,it reminded me of my happy days when I was still little.My parents took care of me with so much love but I was too small to realised it then.I hated them when they hit and scolded me.Little did I know that they were actually teaching me and loving me to protect me.Looking back when my parents bought me presents,I realised one thing.It was always them who buy them and not the other way around. I realised their love for me now and I wish to return some of the love back.With my very own money and hard work.
I think that now that I am 15,I can start to thank them properly with my own way and to love them like how they love me.
Now,I want to say that,"Dad and Mom,I love you."

Friday, January 7, 2011

There is a little boy running...he tripped and fall....but...why is his face just like me??

Long time since my last post.I think that my time to blog have really shrunk since i am now in my upper secondary education which have really lots of homework.

Today i woke up really early because my family planned to do some phisical activity of badminton.We reached the court 10 mins later and nobody was there.And so we started.Not long after we started,people started coming.Not only in fours but in groups.I was rather surprised as it seemed to me that they are hiding somewhere and appeared again when we arrived.We went back home after that and i did house work-mopping,vacumming and washing.While the others went out to the POLYTECHNIC talk.Great.Alone doing hard work.

Well it doesn't matter.I was rather happy that I woke up early because when I look back at the time,I realised that I did many things and there is still lots of time to do other stuff.When I finished those work,I am happy because I feel that I achieved something today.I think I realised that the task that one have to complete may be hard,and that others may not reconise it but in the end it is yourself that feel the credit and the sucess of the job because it is you that did it .The feeling is something people cannot snatch it away from you,the feeling of acheivement.

I realised that there is an increase in the people that are tagging on my blog.Wow!Thanks for tagging!How did all of you found my blog anyway?:)Well,thanks for all the support you people gave me.THanks!