Lightbulb? Yours truly.

If anybody is keen on changing their light bulbs or you know, just sick of the old one, call me. I am sure I will outshine all of the lightbulbs in the world. Nah dont worry. Its green. Energy saving , recyclable, biodegradable and many more. Too many functions. You may need to have space though. And food.

Anyway, had the hardest Physical Chemistry paper ever. And lets stop there. I haven't recovered from the blow entirely.

Well luckily, I have a movie outing after that. Or not. You know the feeling you get when someone just told you don't wanna go for the movie we planned to catch a few days before anymore. She wanna go shopping, something that was dexided on the spot. I mean I was all excited for a bit, a good gathering kind of thing. But BAM! She told you she would ratherbgo shopping.

Actually, Sim ,her hubby(Cheng Keat) Me and Shan bin planned to.catch a movie after the last paper. In the end, Shan wanted to.go shopping with Jean. Thats not the best part. The best part is what Jean said. Cited forom Jean, ' She also.never say she wanna go what. Why you like force her like that.She say she don't wanna go then dont wanna go lah!' Something like that. Horrible. Why in the world, must you say something like that! Damn!

Putting tht aside, instead of watching the conjuring, we watched The Internship.instead. Nice movie, good humour, despite the fact that they are actually selling google 99% of.the time, ok.maybe 98%. But anyway, the movie inspired me quite a bit.
There is this Youth Research Programme by IBN, introduced by my cousin. I am really interested in it and I really hope I can get in. Truth to.be told, I was, you know, not confident. I mean dude, you are competing with a whole population of school students secondary schools polytechnics universities. No way am I gonna make it. In front of those elites, I am just a joke. Like a clown.in oversized pants. Okay not a clown. An idiot maybe. You know what i mean?

Now this movie, it gave me an inspiraration.What may seem impossible suddenly became so possible. Whats worse then a no ?〔cited from my lecturer, Mr Tan〕I too, firmly believe in that. Being able to be in would.be the best. But geting a no is not worse. If you get a no, you will still be acknowledged at being a brave and courages man. All may seem too positive but come on, how does thinking negatively help you?

Apart from all these seriousness, I, have once again, shone brightly as a lightbulb today. Sitting in a cinema, lights out, movie playing. on my left was CK, holding on to Sim's bare hands. I am not gonna tell you that holding hands in a cinema is a Public Display of Affection. But it made me think that hey, having a girlfriend is not a bad idea. But almost immediately, I chunked this stupid idea to.the back.of my head and stared at the screen again.

Another thing that got me into my head was that, i felt lonely. Its like watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows alone all over again.

Thats the end of my post:) On the way back home, almost reaching. Been typing since Bueona Vista. Glad that i blogged instead of plsying games. Conducive and productive. Cheers!

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Feelings

Sitting in the Fantasia room with the couple, Khaliesah and Ryan, doing work, with my headphones on. I think it must be instagram and the music. I thought back the time when I did something stupid. Again.

I didnt know why but I told her how I felt. I dont know what answer to expect but the thing that I torally didnt expect was...the picture she posted on Instagram the next day. I think it is done to show me, to answer me.

Heart broken.Who would'nt?

Its just like the time when I bought a Polaroid as a gift. And in the end, it was still over. Now that I am in Poly?, I will.never make the same mistake again. To like a girl.

I guess these two experiences have made me afraid to have a relationship. Really, not at this age. Or, not ever gonna happen.

I just think that my friends around me who are in a relationship are really fortunate. They love.And they are loved back. I dont wanna love anymore. I am scared. I dont want to hurt myself. More importantly, I dont wanna disappoint and hurt a girl. I have seen too much of it.

Too those in a relationship, dont take love lightly.

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I am back

So what made me blog again? Well actually my classmate Sim has a blog and its a secret. Dor her boy friend of course. Anyway, seems like my last post was still in my Secondaey school days. Now, i am actually a POLY student. I will write tentatively the life I have experienced so far in SP bit for now I shall talk about today:) I am actually blogging in the car, on the way back home from East coast park after a Seafood feast, right now with my first ever touch phone小米2:))) Am anticipating the covers to come soon since bro is xoming back to Singapore from his intern in HK.
Anyway, today is Hari Raya so its a

Anyway, today was a blast! Although the actual plan was a trip to Malaysia(Cameran Highlands, actually i dont know if i spell it correctly), we( uncle aunt cousin da yi and me) were out for the whole day.

Firstly we ate Macs for breakfast. Big breakfast taste monotonous to me. Originally we wanted to cycle but end up walking in the Riverside park for a while.

We then went to ehub to bowl. My ball curved oh my god hope i remember how i did it in future.
And so.we walked around for a little bit ate lunch in a small restaurant(fish head curry bean sprout with salty fish pork meat and prawn sauce chicken and barley watet)and went to Party World for Karaoke weeee:)

Lastly we went to East Coast Park for seafood. Not as good as i hoped for( chilli crab mee goreng duck meat wrap kankong cereal prawn) walked around for a bit and yup head foer home! In fact now am in the carpark hahah.

Lastly, Saturday and Sunday is gonna be my competition. First time playing for SP o.O

Now back home for work!

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