Today i accompanied my grandmother to the hospital for checkup for her diabetes.I saw her testing for her blood and other stuffs.
I am starting to worry about my softball.i am afraid that i may not be up to standard and coach will kill me....(again)I really want to acheive something this year.I realised that all the mistakes I made were due to nervousness and not being decisive.Decisive as in not confident enough to hit the ball.There was always this question in my head when i was batting when the ball come.Should I hit it?What if I miss?If i miss,coach will kill me and if I am struck out i am even more dead.Sometimes i am rather stress at being one of the "best".Because coach tend to give more hope or rather pressure to me.If i fail,his unhappiness will be even more than the unhappiness he felt for some players.
But after thinking in greater depth,i felt that my past thoughts were useless,or rather meaningless.Because since these things does not aid me towards success,I should forget about them and start to correct them rather than remorse.
And i changed my mattress to spongbob:)Very nice!
Death Was Impatient
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