Sitting in the Fantasia room with the couple, Khaliesah and Ryan, doing work, with my headphones on. I think it must be instagram and the music. I thought back the time when I did something stupid. Again.
I didnt know why but I told her how I felt. I dont know what answer to expect but the thing that I torally didnt expect was...the picture she posted on Instagram the next day. I think it is done to show me, to answer me.
Heart broken.Who would'nt?
Its just like the time when I bought a Polaroid as a gift. And in the end, it was still over. Now that I am in Poly?, I will.never make the same mistake again. To like a girl.
I guess these two experiences have made me afraid to have a relationship. Really, not at this age. Or, not ever gonna happen.
I just think that my friends around me who are in a relationship are really fortunate. They love.And they are loved back. I dont wanna love anymore. I am scared. I dont want to hurt myself. More importantly, I dont wanna disappoint and hurt a girl. I have seen too much of it.
Too those in a relationship, dont take love lightly.
I didnt know why but I told her how I felt. I dont know what answer to expect but the thing that I torally didnt expect was...the picture she posted on Instagram the next day. I think it is done to show me, to answer me.
Heart broken.Who would'nt?
Its just like the time when I bought a Polaroid as a gift. And in the end, it was still over. Now that I am in Poly?, I will.never make the same mistake again. To like a girl.
I guess these two experiences have made me afraid to have a relationship. Really, not at this age. Or, not ever gonna happen.
I just think that my friends around me who are in a relationship are really fortunate. They love.And they are loved back. I dont wanna love anymore. I am scared. I dont want to hurt myself. More importantly, I dont wanna disappoint and hurt a girl. I have seen too much of it.
Too those in a relationship, dont take love lightly.
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