Who am I

A loser that don't deserve ; A coward that always hide ; This is where you will find the worst of mankind.

Monday, August 26, 2013

Lightbulb? Yours truly.

If anybody is keen on changing their light bulbs or you know, just sick of the old one, call me. I am sure I will outshine all of the lightbulbs in the world. Nah dont worry. Its green. Energy saving , recyclable, biodegradable and many more. Too many functions. You may need to have space though. And food.

Anyway, had the hardest Physical Chemistry paper ever. And lets stop there. I haven't recovered from the blow entirely.

Well luckily, I have a movie outing after that. Or not. You know the feeling you get when someone just told you don't wanna go for the movie we planned to catch a few days before anymore. She wanna go shopping, something that was dexided on the spot. I mean I was all excited for a bit, a good gathering kind of thing. But BAM! She told you she would ratherbgo shopping.

Actually, Sim ,her hubby(Cheng Keat) Me and Shan bin planned to.catch a movie after the last paper. In the end, Shan wanted to.go shopping with Jean. Thats not the best part. The best part is what Jean said. Cited forom Jean, ' She also.never say she wanna go what. Why you like force her like that.She say she don't wanna go then dont wanna go lah!' Something like that. Horrible. Why in the world, must you say something like that! Damn!

Putting tht aside, instead of watching the conjuring, we watched The Internship.instead. Nice movie, good humour, despite the fact that they are actually selling google 99% of.the time, ok.maybe 98%. But anyway, the movie inspired me quite a bit.
There is this Youth Research Programme by IBN, introduced by my cousin. I am really interested in it and I really hope I can get in. Truth to.be told, I was, you know, not confident. I mean dude, you are competing with a whole population of school students secondary schools polytechnics universities. No way am I gonna make it. In front of those elites, I am just a joke. Like a clown.in oversized pants. Okay not a clown. An idiot maybe. You know what i mean?

Now this movie, it gave me an inspiraration.What may seem impossible suddenly became so possible. Whats worse then a no ?〔cited from my lecturer, Mr Tan〕I too, firmly believe in that. Being able to be in would.be the best. But geting a no is not worse. If you get a no, you will still be acknowledged at being a brave and courages man. All may seem too positive but come on, how does thinking negatively help you?

Apart from all these seriousness, I, have once again, shone brightly as a lightbulb today. Sitting in a cinema, lights out, movie playing. on my left was CK, holding on to Sim's bare hands. I am not gonna tell you that holding hands in a cinema is a Public Display of Affection. But it made me think that hey, having a girlfriend is not a bad idea. But almost immediately, I chunked this stupid idea to.the back.of my head and stared at the screen again.

Another thing that got me into my head was that, i felt lonely. Its like watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows alone all over again.

Thats the end of my post:) On the way back home, almost reaching. Been typing since Bueona Vista. Glad that i blogged instead of plsying games. Conducive and productive. Cheers!

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